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The stars so bright in the darkness
crackling embers stir my mind
the rushing water soothes my tension
from the news that I've heard today
My friend says she wants to bleed
It purges the body of impurities
to rid yourself of what gives life
with the edge of a knife
The night is black like her thoughts
I sit here with tears welling
trying to find another way
for her to let go of her emotions
If I were there to show you I care
I know there wouldn't be anymore wounds you'd
cause
as my tears stain the page for knowing that I
can not go
the best I can do is write this poem.
These words could never show the true emotion
that I have
there aren't words that can describe how I feel
so this might not mean as much
as if you could feel my thoughts
My breathing is deep and my eyes are red
the fire dying as I stare
wondering if your all right
but my hands are no longer able to write.
Poem written by : Mikey B.
All writings are to be considered property of
the author, writings should not be used, quoted or copied without the
expressed consent of the above-mentioned author.
A dear friend of mine wrote the above poem, when
I was in a very unstable state and in dire need of help. I was fortunate
enough to have a friend who cared enough about me to see to it that I got
the help that I needed.
Self-Injury is something that takes place all
to often unnoticed. Statistics show that millions of people are self injurers.
Many times they are more commonly refered to as "cutters". But self-injury
takes for in many other ways than just cutting, but I will get into more
detail about that later. To some people, they cant fathom the thought of
wanting to hurt themselves therefore it is very difficult for the public
to understand and/or help most of the time. Often times the only thing a
loved one of a person who self-injures can do is say "here, hurt me not
you, will that help?". Unfortunatley the answer to that question is no,
it wont help. Self-injury goes much farther than the physical wounds on
the surface of a body. As with many illnesses or problems, it often times
takes a person who has lived through it, to understand or sympathize with
it. There are programs and books that will help both the injurer and their
family and friends. I will mention some later on.
The belief that self injurers are only cutters
is a very misled belief. Many would be amazed at all the ways one can hurt
themselves. Because this page may be seen by those who do self injure, I
will only name a few so as to not give anyone more ideas on how to do so.
People go from cutting and burning, to starving themselfs to even putting
then in situations with abusive people, just so they will get hurt.
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If you do Self Injure in any
way;
You are not alone, and there is help
You
can call 1-800-DONT CUT
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As a self-injurer I know how hard the battle is to
not do it. I have fought it for several years. We all have our bad days,
but please, always remember that there is help out there. There are programs
such as the S.A.F.E. program that is specifically for people who self injure.
There are many books you can read that can help you to at least understand
why you are doing the things you do. Personally, I found the book Bodily
Harm By Karen Contiero and Wendy Lader, PH.D. the directors of the S.A.F.E.
program very helpful to me. The most important thing, I think, is to know
that your not alone in your battle, and their are those willing to help
you through it. If you are reading this page, and would like someone to
talk to, PLEASE... feel free to e-mail me and I will get back to you quickly.
I know how hard the fight can be... because I still have not won the battle.
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Informative and Helpful Links
http://www.selfinjury.com
http://www.palace.net/~llama/psych/
http://www.mirror-mirror.org/selfinj.htm
http://www.enterthefreudianslip.com


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